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​Is it annoying for the people who come across these whenever I start with “I wonder”? 

Because I wonder about how what I do is diminished. I was talking to someone today and they asked me what I study. I am a photography and film student and the first thing they said was “Are people still taking pictures now that there’s AI?”. It baffled me to see how much it fucked up our brains. How much being an artist, not even an artist, just a person who captures, is completely useless. Completely useless to capture people in a moment of their life, completely useless to see people. In this world, there is no need to automate everything. Every process, every thought, every feeling, every action, every connection. I don’t know exactly what feeling this brings up in me, but it makes me feel a certain way when yet another thing that I do is seen as useless. Unfortunately it’s one of the most important ones for me.

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